Friday, September 11, 2009

MY true colours!

My true colors shine through the clouds.


The personality captivates you

The aura astonishes you!

My eyes are clear to see through you…..

My brain blue; gasping for air….

Lashing at you my tongue never holding back

The purple veins that runs through my body

My black heart that pumps my acidic blood

Destroying every last ounce of good in me.

As my black heart beats there is no emotion

There is no sympathy, no empathy, kindness

Its all been burnt by my acidic blood.

It starts spewing through the cracks in my skin.

Tearing me from the outside in.

Leaving just the skeleton.

My skeleton was painted with my true colors

Only the flesh could not show.

LET IT GO!

There comes a point in every girls life where


she realizes that she just needs to let it go,

I mean nothings ever gonna change the fact that at one

point I really did love you with everything in me...

It's just the fact that I simply cannot do this to myself and I cannot make this work

...face it baby we're in a lose-lose situation...and as far as you're

concerned i'm just on one of my "im leaving for good this time" kicks again,

but the olny difference is this time it's real...

I'm done, and don't bother because you're never gonna change,

honestly you CAN'T change & we BOTH know that...

So when you finally realized that I loved you wayyy

more than I ever could have loved anyone else, you'll see something more in me,

somthing that you're forced to live without.

a successful woman! R u ONE!

With success what can u do?


A successful woman takes shit from no one

She’s independent, and is above the rest!

She makes her own decisions…..

When she want’s to jump walk run ect.

She has no on hovering over her telling her what to do.

With success what can u do?

U can be a strong young woman who empower those around you!

A role model, who pave the road for those around her who wants to follow!

A successful woman has her education

A successful woman puts no man before her, she comes first at all time…

A successful woman is a strong woman

And at the end of the day she holds her own!

E.M.P.O.W.E.R.M.E.N.T S.U.C.C.E.S.S. E.D.U.C.A.T.I.O.N


By CHIN!!!~~~~~

CARESSING MY MIND.

As I lay listening to the rain drops


I feel your voice slowly caressing my mind

As my eyes slowly strays toward the blank walls.

Only to realize that you aren’t there.

As a feeling of emptiness slowly rushes from my head right down to my feet.

Your voice slowly caresses my mind again.

And slowly fills the emptiness inside.

Your rhymes fill my soul,

Makes me loose all control.

Why does your voice keep caressing my mind?

I can’t seem to get away from that haunting voice of yours.

I love you, I miss you…

In repetition, over and over like a CD that’s set on repeat.

Oh how I wish…..

Your voice would stop caressing my mind!


By: CHIN!~~~~~~

The Lobster family!







Grady Franklin Stiles, Jr., was born in Pittsburgh on July 18, 1937, the sixth in a long line of lobster-men (preceded by William Stiles, 1805-1888; Jacob Stiles, 1843-1932; Elisha Stiles, 1880-1935; and finally Grady Stiles, Sr., 1912-1988). Grady could not walk and used a wheelchair in public, but could crawl around on his incredibly powerful arms and could perform nearly any task using his "claws". He was married twice to Mary Teresa Herzog and once to Barbara Browning and had four children, two of whom, a boy and a girl, also had lobster-hands. When his eldest daughter Donna was engaged to marry a boy of whom Grady disapproved, Grady shot and killed the boy.
However, Grady escaped a prison sentence on the grounds that no prison was equipped to handle his disability. He was given fifteen years probation, and soon after the trial re-married Mary Teresa and continued to physically abuse his family. In 1992 Mary Teresa mentioned to Grady's son-in-law, a circus employee, that "something" needed to be done about Grady's abusive behavior. On November 29, 1992, he was shot to death while watching television in the family's trailer home. The killer was a neighbor, hired by Grady's son-in-law.
The surviving Stiles family members still call Gibsonton home. Cathy is married to carnival worker Tyrill Berry and is the mother of Misty, born in the early 1990s, who also has the lobster-claw condition (ectrodactyly). Grady III has a daughter, Sara, who does not have ectrodactyly. Cathy, Grady III and Misty still perform occasionally. Cathy has appeared in the films Sisters (1973), Tim Burton's Big Fish (2003) and Firecracker (2004) as well as in an episode of the series Carnivale.
Ectrodactyly literally means "monstrous fingers" and is generally a highly hereditary condition, as evidenced by the Stiles family, although it can occur spontaneously. The Bell family of Scotland has exhibited the trait for several centuries, supposedly as divine punishment for their ancestor's involvement in the execution of two innocent women accused of witchcraft. Accounts from Africa tell of an entire tribe, known as the Vadoma, who possess ectrodactyl or "ostrich" feet; however, these stories are very likely exaggerated and the "tribe" in question is but a single family. A contemporary celebrity with ectrodactyly is Bree Walker, a newscaster from California who appeared as the Scorpion Queen in the HBO series Carnivale.